(writing this to remind myself why i'm doing this stuff again)
idk when i started being so scared of dev stuff.. well, is not being scared it's just- an odd feeling
maybe it's not the studio itself. maybe it's just... the memories attached to it.
i used to be so good at being someone's little helper. i thought it made meiimportant.
not gonna name nnames. not gonna say aanything else. not hhere.
but i guess starting fresh means starting with the parts of me that still work.
the little ideas. the old decals. the games that only i played.
i’ll build something. even if it’s only for me.